FigoFox

I'm so sorry for that vague status update I posted a few days ago. Let my just try to explain what's going on in my life atm. I'm just depressed. I try my best to be happy and to think positive, and just when I'm about to be happy again something bad happens in my life and I'm back at square one. I hate it. I'm sick of always being scared and sad. I don't know for how much longer I can take any of this. A while back I lost my oldest rabbit Dikkie. She was only 6 and died very suddenly. That same morning she was still active and hopping around as usual, but when I was about to give the rabbits their dinner later that day I saw her lying dead on the ground. I screamed. She was just fine earlier that very same day, there were no signs at all that she was sick or anything like that: Healthy weight, good appetite, active, her droppings also looked fine. I have no idea how or why this happened and I keep blaming myself. So since rabbits are social animals and we didn't want to keep my